Goodbye Sophomore year, Hello Junior Life :(

I MISS II4. A LOT :( I have this feeling that I'll be a loser this Junior life :( My section's okay but I don't have a 'friend' in there. Well, I actually I do. But we're not close and my former classmates in III1 is now comfortable with our new section :( How come I can't do that? Ugh. I just can't let go of II4 :( They're like the best section I've ever been to. I love them so much :(

I can't imagine how my days could get any worse :(

SO HOW DO YOU SPELL MY SUMMER?

L-O-S-E-R-I-S-H.

DAMN IT! I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH OR FEEL A SINGLE DROP OF WATER FROM A POOL OR A BEACH :| :| :| :| :| DAMN! All our plans this summer was cancelled because of my Dad :| :| :| :| :| Every month he gets hospitalized so BOOM! No budget for summer :| :| :| He ruined everything :| Right now, he's on his 24th day on the hospital. He had an acute stroke and was hospitalized in Batangas for 3 weeks but then we moved him to Capitol for our relatives. First he was at 'dying' state because his case was worst. Imagine, he got stroke, then a pneumonia then a kidney failure then arthritis then memory lapses then mild heart attack then problem on swallowing food then multiple stroke on brain then diabetes then almost a blood clot on his heart. So, can you imagine that?:| :| :| :| :| :| :| He had all of that RATHER he has all of that :> I can't imagine my days getting worse :-S I WANT TO GO SWIMMING! My last swimming and FUN moment was at Kat's condo. And that was so months AGOOOO. My last summer was also like this and it was all because of my Dad too. His medicines for maintenance was and IS so expensive. So we had to sacrifice our WHOLE summer just to get him all right. O M Y G O D D A D! You're like this for YEARS! Can't you get any conscientious? I'M DYING IN HERE! WE ARE ALL DYING IN HERE! You gave too much pain in our asses and you still don't give a damn about that. Since yer company closed, Mom gets all of your 'supposed to be' duties handled. DAMN IT! She's a Mom and a Dad at the same time! AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN :| I MISS MY DAD. MY REAL DAD. Someone who's caring and hardworking enough to feed our stomachs and who accompanies us to school. I MISS HIM. He's lost and I dunno where he is. I used to believe on Mom's stories that before, Dad was so hardworking that he'll do ANYTHING just to get things all right. But I guess that was just BEFORE. And it'll never EVER be put on to right NOW. TOO MUCH PAIN DAD, TOO MUCH. I could almost bleed. I miss my Dad :(

NO MORE SUMMER FOR ME.

- LOSER.

Confession :-SS

List of My Confessions:

- I'm getting obsessed AGAIN with WWE
- I'm getting obsessed AGAIN with my guitar :-S
- I'm getting obsessed AGAIN with punk pop/rock pop music
- I am really getting serious about learning how to play Love Story by Taylor Swift on the guitar :-SS GASH, this one's weird @-) In fact, I already know how to play the plucking sounds :-SS DAMN IT.
- I'm getting addicted AGAIN with my phone :-S
- I'm getting addicted AGAIN with Internet surfing :-S This one's bad, Imma get brain cancer in here =))
- I am really desperate for a Caramel vodka =P~ It's so like a milk to me. Actually, it taste like milk! =P~~~~~~
- I'm getting obsessed to things rather sundaes with Caramel =P~~~~ It's like a drug, you know?=P~~~~~~~~~~
- I'm getting to know deeper the people I thought I'd never ever be close to
- I'm getting a bit 'telebabad'
- I think I'm starting to like Jeff Hardy :"> =)) HAHA. That's 100% serious and true =)) HAHA. And I don't know the hell why :| =))) :">

Okay. HAHA. Goodnight! Imma watch Backlash AGAIN!\:D/

I may fake it :-S

Kaay :)) Hahaha. BORED :| I've been listening to Panic! At The Disco all day long. They're great :> Brendon's so HOT =P~ Same as his voice =P~ =)) HAHAHA. Okay. I think this is what Imma do everyday of the summer :| HAHA. I'm gonna have my 'Band of the Day' everyday! It's slightly, yeah, great, but boring too :| Okay. I'm gonna discover bands everyday :| =)) Boreeeeeeeeng :| HAHAHA.

IT'S THE 23RD OF APRIL!\:D/

JONATHAN FELIX ANTHONY CENA ♥

Haha. K =)) It's April 23! Do you know what that means?:> :)) Haha. It's John Cena's Birthdaaaay! HAHA. He's 32 >:| :)) HAHA. OOOOOLD!=)) HAHAHA. I was obsessed to John Cena before :> HAHA. That's why up to now, I still know his birthday :> HAHA. Well, he's still my favorite WWE Star, same as HHH :""> =)) HAHA. Talking about WWE, there's no chance that I'll be able to go to Smack Down and ECW in Manila :| :| :| :| :| Anyway. HAHA. I dunno, I'm feeling so not myself today \:D/ =)) HAHA. Happy Birthday John! You're getting old! And you're getting married too in the mid of this year!:| Anyway, you din't pick me =))) But that's okay, stay a sexy beast =P~ Lucky you Liz :| :| :| =))) HAHA. K, that was a joke =)) I was like that before =)) Thank God I'm not like that now\:D/ =)) HAHA. I love you Cena ♥ =)))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

IT'S RAINING. IT'S MIRACLE!

HOOOMAAAYGHHAAAAD! IT'S RAINING! After all the 'sweatful' days and intense heat that could make everybody insane! I can't believe it. I can now feel the 'coldness' that I felt a long long long long long long long long long long long long [it's a long time] ago :> =)) HAHA. THANK YOU GOD!>:D< :* I LOVE YOU! You've just granted everybody's wish!\:D/ CELEBRATE!=))

I Still Want You Back.

Heey. Long time no entry!:)) That's why I'm giving this day 3 entries. Haha. Anyway, just got home from Lola's. We went there because Lolo just got out from the hospital ;) We visited him and so as my cousins there. Haay. I don't surf that much anymore because of the Bitch in the house :& She's always playing online Poker and while playing that stupid game, she's also listening to Poker Face. TSS. Feeler. You don't even have the 'Poker Face'. Yours' a 'Bitchy Face'. HAHA. Don't laugh, because it's true :)) Haha. Anyway. I'M GETTING THICKER AND FATTER @-) :| :| :| :| :| HOW CAN ONE DIET WITHOUT ANY MEANS OF PERSPIRING? TELL ME :| I don't want to use our Treadmill :| It kills :| I perspire a LOT whenever I use it. And it makes me run out of breath :)) HAHA. I want to get thin :| :| :| :| :| :| Never in my whole 15 years of living I'd became thin :| AND MAYBE IT'S TIME =)))) HAHA. SO GOD HELP ME ;;) PLEASE?;;)

I HATE YOU CALCIUM :| YOU'RE MAKING MY BONES BIGGER AND YOU'RE GIVING ME A DOUBLE CHIN :| DAMN YOU! I WOULD NEVER EVER EAT CHEESE, BUTTER AND SUGAR ANYMORE! AND OTHER CALCIUM-RICH FOODS!:| :| :| :| =))))) Bye :-h