DAMN IT! I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH OR FEEL A SINGLE DROP OF WATER FROM A POOL OR A BEACH :| :| :| :| :| DAMN! All our plans this summer was cancelled because of my Dad :| :| :| :| :| Every month he gets hospitalized so BOOM! No budget for summer :| :| :| He ruined everything :| Right now, he's on his 24th day on the hospital. He had an acute stroke and was hospitalized in Batangas for 3 weeks but then we moved him to Capitol for our relatives. First he was at 'dying' state because his case was worst. Imagine, he got stroke, then a pneumonia then a kidney failure then arthritis then memory lapses then mild heart attack then problem on swallowing food then multiple stroke on brain then diabetes then almost a blood clot on his heart. So, can you imagine that?:| :| :| :| :| :| :| He had all of that RATHER he has all of that :> I can't imagine my days getting worse :-S I WANT TO GO SWIMMING! My last swimming and FUN moment was at Kat's condo. And that was so months AGOOOO. My last summer was also like this and it was all because of my Dad too. His medicines for maintenance was and IS so expensive. So we had to sacrifice our WHOLE summer just to get him all right. O M Y G O D D A D! You're like this for YEARS! Can't you get any conscientious? I'M DYING IN HERE! WE ARE ALL DYING IN HERE! You gave too much pain in our asses and you still don't give a damn about that. Since yer company closed, Mom gets all of your 'supposed to be' duties handled. DAMN IT! She's a Mom and a Dad at the same time! AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN :| I MISS MY DAD. MY REAL DAD. Someone who's caring and hardworking enough to feed our stomachs and who accompanies us to school. I MISS HIM. He's lost and I dunno where he is. I used to believe on Mom's stories that before, Dad was so hardworking that he'll do ANYTHING just to get things all right. But I guess that was just BEFORE. And it'll never EVER be put on to right NOW. TOO MUCH PAIN DAD, TOO MUCH. I could almost bleed. I miss my Dad :(
NO MORE SUMMER FOR ME.
- LOSER.
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