'Cause I had a bad day :|

Tell me how to get rid of my life, would you? Please? I'm sick of my everyday life. I wanted to be listen to but I guess they didn't even recognize that. This isn't about love or something. Its my family again :| I'm tired of them :( I'm tired of them approaching me for stupid reasons. I think if I would be a deaf then I could understand it better. Well, unluckily, I'm not. Woo, looks like I'm turning emoo :| Yuck. Honestly, I'm not one of those people who would kill themselves just for what, let's say, love? Or whatever it is. Hmm. I just want to get rid of this. I mean, 2008 is about to end and I want to start my 2009, happy. But they're giving me a reason to frown all-year-long. And I hate it. I know I'm malabo. But I do really need someone to understand me. Even my Mom doesn't understand me and I don't even have an idea if she could see or feel what I'm feeling right now. I don't know if this is just a mood swing or something. I mean, my problem is just that I really need someone to listen to me. Whenever I share something or talk to them, they would just tell me that I'm wrong so I'd better shut up or worse, they would pretend they din't hear something :( OUCH :( I know I'm the youngest in this family, but I do still think and have feelings. Whenever I want to start a family talk, they would all just turn it into a business talk. I know, I don't know anything about business but I think I could understand their problem so why not suggest, right? I just don't know why they're rejecting my suggestions. I'm trying to suggest the best suggestion that I could suggest. And I'm trying to be a nice member of my family. But, suddenly, they don't even recognize that. They would always say I'm maldita, hard-headed or spoiled bratt whenever I feel bad about something that I begin to tantraum. I can't see any more reasons to give patience on this family. From now on, I would be maldita na. Maybe, on that as my side, they would understand :(

Lazy me :>

I dunno why. But, I'm feeling all lazy all day. And it sucks a bit but I do also appreciate it :)) Haha. Well, you know what? I'm getting fatter :| And that, I hate. Boohoo :( Tell me how to control this gluttony :(( Haha. K. Too much of the drama. Haha. Well, I really wanted to loose weight. But whatever I do: lessen my rice intake, eat rice once-a-day, avoid sweets, do sports; it still doesn't work! So I thought its just a waste of time. Haha. But one thing I figured out of myself is that I get fat easily. If I would eat 2 cups of rice, surely, my weight will increase a lot. I really don't get it. But I think it has something to do with my metabolism. Its too lazy too. If I really want to loose weight, then I would have to stop eating all day just to get my desired weight :)) But that's a craaze!:)) Haha. I can't survive 8 hours without eating any. See how much of a glutton I am?:)) haha. But see, if you have nice suggestions, please do. I would really love to hear from you. And and, you know what? I even tried herbal medicines(which my parents doesn't know about this :)) so better keep mouth shut :))). But it just made me wanna eat more :)) Haha. I lose weight during our Dance Production and all the weight that I lose had double this time. I even don't know if my school uniform still fits on me. I kept on saying to myself that "I would not eat tomorrow nor the next day." But when I woke up, first thing that I would do is to eat. DAMN IT. Fix me, would you?:)) Haha.

Maybe, this is the Escence of Christmas :">

Belated Merry Christmas everyone!:) Waaw. Time flies so fast! See, this week's gonna be the last week of 2008. Aww :( Its time for a new beginning!:) Say goodbye to 2008 and hello, 2009!\:D/ Hmm. This year's Christmas was great and surprising too. Who wouldn't be surprise to receive a gift from someone that is so dear to you?:)) Haha. This doesn't mean of lovelife :& :)) Haha. Its my Dad. See, our family had gone through many challenges and certain and complicated situations this year. My Dad kept his pride so high that sometimes he forgets about us. So, because of that, I hated him and I started to act like his age and say negative stuffs about him face-to-face.

By November, he went to our province at Batangas and stayed there for the whole month up to the first 2 weeks of December. He received no calls or text messages from us asking how he was. We acted like nothing's wrong. Since the time our business closed-up, Dad never did buy expensive stuffs and buy only things he really needed. Before, he could buy everything for us at anytime at any price. We could ask for large amount of money for nothing. We had drivers wherever we go. We ate at any restaurants and we all have branded and new clothes each time. Every year, we had new cellular phones and stuffs. Whatever we liked, we get them easily before. Its so much different now. See how time passes so fast? So, at Christmas' week, he came home. I was surprised at that day he got home. I don't know how to act. I was sleeping at their room at that time so he sat by my side. When I woke up, he smiled at me but the first thing I said to him was "Si Mommy? Ba't ka nandito?" Aww. Mean me :| Haha. Well, he didn't answer my second question. So I went out of the room and went to the kitchen for breakfast.

On Christmas Day, we had no Noche Buena because my Mom preferred to have Noche Buena on New Year. Haha. Weirdoo. So I waited for Christmas. When 12mid-night came, I shouted "Merry Christmas!" :)) Haha. Because of that, my Mom and Ate woke-up :)) Since my Dad slept on my brother's room and the 3 of us, on my parent's room, I greeted them first. We 3 got out of bed and checked if anyone was still awake. My Dad then came out of my brother's room. No one greeted him and we acted like we are the only ones there. Dad got his car keys and went out of the house. We all thought he would just go out to meet his High School classmates because he had he keys. But we were very wrong. We went to his car to get our gifts. This is the very first Christmas that he gave gifts to us :) Since he thought we were mad at him, he just placed our gifts on the sala's couch. No one noticed the gifts except for Ate. When Ate saw the gifts, she went to me crying and told me that. I was laughing at her because she's iyakin :)) Haha. But when I saw the gifts, I was surprised! I wanted to cry but I can't :)) By that time, I was still laughing at my Sister :)) Haha. But, of the 3 of us, I was the first one to approach my dad and greeted him a Merry Christmas. I hugged him and talked to him. Well, I cried too :)) I cried because its the first Christmas he gave gifts to us. That time, I experienced how my Dad is when he is selfless. Its feels so good!:) From that time on, my family never had frowns 'til today :)

There, I find this Christmas sweet because of that. I apologize if you think my reason's lame and boring :)) But see, try to put yourself on my situation. Then maybe, you would understand :) Merry Christmas again and have a blissful New Year!

T-I-R-E-D.

Last Friday, our class had our Christmas Party at Speaker Perez. Its a swimming parteeey!\:D/ Well, not all of us attended, but, atleast half of it:> I HAD FUN :D SO MUCH FUN :D You know why? Cause I LOVE THEM. I can't imagine how my life would be without them. And sad to say, this is our last year together :( Imma miss them SO MUCH. Its like you've taken half of my life without them, right by my side:( Hmm. There, right after the party, we went to Paskuhan at UST. We stayed there for like 30 minutes or an hour only. The people there was a blaaast!:O Grabe, I never thought UST could be filled with thousands of people :O Hmm. Anyway, UST really did prepared for it. The lights were great and the food was awesome :> K. The next day, my Sister invited me to go with her to triNoma. Ghaad. We went there like, 10 in the morning? So lesser shoppers was there than I expected. Great. We had our lunch at Sbarro and we went home at 5pm. Tiring isn't it? Haha. When we got home, the first thing I did was I went to my cousin's house. They have a new daaawg! Its so cute! Like me. AY!:)) Haha. Its half puddle and a half 'i really don't know'. Haha. Then, I got home at 9pm. When I got home, our office had its Christmas Party at our house. GREAT, isn't it. Very very relaxing :)) Haha. So I slept at around 12? Hmm. The next day, my Ninang and my cousins asked me to go with them to triNoma again :| Well, I can't refuse, my Ninang's gonna make libre e :)) Haha. We went there at 11am and got home at 4pm. I was so tired when we got home. I thought she'll just gonna libre us :| She bought gifts pa pala for her other inaanak :| Uuuhh, its so very tiring :| Hmm. Anyway, when we got home, I rested and slept for an hour. The next day, we went to Cubao for derma :| Damn it :| I'm so tireeed! I was with my Kuya and Ate. My mom had plans for our general check up that day. Since my sister could sense that I really need to rest, she called my Mom if we can have our general check up on some other day :)) haha. Yes!\:D/ So, we ate lunch at Tokyo Tokyo :> And had ice cream on diary queen!:D Haha. Yuum!:D Then, we went home. When we got home, finally, I RESTED AND SLEPT for a long time! Whew!:)) Haha. The next day, I thought that's the scheduled date for our general check up. But great, its not \:D/ Haha. Another rest day! Haha. That day was also scheduled for Angela's house. And her house is a 2 minute driving from our house. See how near it is?:| But my Mom didn't allow me to. Pfft.

Hmm. Its almost Christmas! Haa! Finally, I could open my gifts \:D/ Haha. Before anyone else would greet you, let me do it first "MERRY CHRISTMAS!\:D/"

Take care!

All I want for Christmas is YOU :)

Heey. Long time no post :)) Haha. I was busy this past few weeks or rather, I was bored and doing nothing this past few weeks. Anyway, you know what? We didn't pass the audition for Bandfest. Yeah, that's right. Everything we worked hard for was gone just like that. We started practicing summer of this year and then POOP! Hmm. I'm blaming no one except for my self. I expected a bit but from the very start I knew we we're not at focused at all. I mean, I'm the leader and I knew that, but still I didn't do anything about that. Hmm. But on the bright side, maybe this is God's way of telling us to take a rest and put everything down. He wanted me to spend more time with my friends. And to make up for the times that I should be with them. Anyway, I'm enjoying the present happenings around me right now. I'm happy for what I have right now. The only thing I wanted for and that would make up my whole 2009, is his HEART :>

Take Care!:)

Boys, boys, boys ;;)

Haha. Its been a month or weeks since my last post :)) October's kinda hell month for us Theresians, right guys?:D Haha. Anyway, we had our Interaction with La Salle Green Hills. It was fun! Neh, it was SUPER fun :) Haha. New faces and new friends :D Haha. Now, I know what it is like to be in a co-ed school ;) haha. Things would be the same but somehow we would become more sensitive enough in our moves. And we, Theresians, are glad to have such friendly guys to interact with. Did I mention they're intelligent and funny too?:) Haha. My partner's name is Volt ;) Haha. He has a sense of humor. He doesn't want boring stuffs :) He has so many topics to share to you. He's great. He smiles at you whenever you chat. Haha. Hmm. He's sporty too. And to Volt, I'm sorry for being such a boring partner and thanks for choosing and liking[?] my thing :) Haha. Take care :D Hmm. I had so much fun. We want more!:)) Haha. Well, I hope someday we'll meet each other again. Haha. Don't forget me a?! I have the simplest and shortest name in our class so I think I'm unforgettable :))) Haha. JA is it ;;) Anyway, I'd make a better entry tomorrow!:D I'm kinda sleepy na e. G'night!

JA.

God answered my wish \:D/

Oh yeah, this is God's way of saying he loves me :""> Haha. I was able to upload those pictures naaa :DD Yeaaah. Haha. I LOVE YOU TOO, GOD :) Haha.

Hmm. Anyway, while waiting for my pictures, I saw a blog entry of Ayn Baldos on Multiply. It was sooo funny :)) haha. Its about Rico Maierhofer's blog =)) Oh, and the 'dear' spells 'deer' on his blog =)) Haha. Funny :)) Anyway, I hope you could see it. Try add her. She's nice ;;) Haha. Hmm. Or maybe, I'll just ask her if..maybe I could copy her entry and post it here. Haha. To make you guys laugh :)) Sweaar =)) Haha. But I don't think its really RICO MAIEHOFER who wrote it. C'mon, I don't believe he's stupid. I mean, why would he be on La Salle right now if he is stupid? See? See what I mean? Hmm. Haha. Some jerks just fooling him.

Told 'ya I'm on both sides!:)) Haha.
Blue and Green ;;)

Why would it take so long for Multiply to load its photo uploader?:|

Uh. I'm loosing patience in here : I REALLY REALLY WOULD LIKE TO UPLOAD THESE SHOTS THAT I'VE TOOK LAST OCTOBER 25 (STC FAMDAY). Its like, I'm trying to upload these Saturday evening pa : But Multiply won't allow me to do so. Every time I choose the Photo Uploader and it starts to load, it'll always end up on saying 'PLEASE WAIT WHILE THE UPLOADER STARTS' : C'mon! I've been waiting for TWO DAYS na! WHY WON'T YOU LET ME UPLOAD?! I even called our DSL operator and asked them why is that our internet connection is TOO SLOW! And they fixed it. It got faster a bit but Multiply STILL wouldn't work out : DAMN IT, I'm starting to loose patience na : WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MULTIPLY? Oh c'mon, I'm so excited to post these pictures pa naman because WE WON. But Multiply's just ruining my mood : Can't you get any faster? : PLEEEASE?! Just let me upload these pictures and that's it! You may get any slower you like. FYI, I did everthing to have a faster internet connection: I closed my Limewire, iTunes, Yahoo! Messenger, etc. I really don't know what's wrong with Multiply : Pleeease naman : Just let me upload these 137 photos :

LAST DANCE, LAST CHANCE, ONE CHAMPION..II4!:D

Grabe, we're the best in all over perfomance in our batch!\:D/ I'm so HAPPY :D I didn't really expected us to be the winner; I used to consider ii3 ;) Hmm. When Mrs. Sacdalan announced that the 1st runner up in our batch was ii1, all my thoughts of being a part of a winner had faded little by little. 'Cause we failed to give our best in all the GenRehearsals. Our theme Pahiyas became PAHIYA :)) Haha. Our director even cried to us and thought what was up to us. GRABE! But when Mrs. Sacdalan announced the best in all over performance was PAHIYAS, I began jumping towards Bellai and I hugged her tight :D WE ARE THE CHAMPION!:D Wow, really unexpected. We thought we're not going to have any place or rank on this year's Dance Pro starting the part when we failed to dance the steps together. But the audience and the judges thought that it was a canon effect. So they didn't consider it wrong ;;) WOW! THANK YOU GOD AND SAN ISIDRO LABRADOR!:D We have the best costume and props!:D ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ii4:""> :x I hope that reshuffling thing would not be done any more next year:( You're the best section I'd ever had. I love you guys more than you know. Five months to go before we separate ways :( ILOVEYOU!:) I promise to treasure every moment being with you guys!:D WE JUST ROCKED THE DANCEFLOOR!:D WEEEE:D Btw, Blixflice, I enjoyed being with you after the Dance Pro :)) Haha. The Caterpillar was fun with Elaine and Hiwaw. Especially the Horror Train!:D Wow!:)) Haha. I never thought monsters would be so nice :)) Haha. And the Calesa too, Zia :D Hahaha. You make me laugh always, honey. I love you :) Haha. We didn't have so many rides but I enjoyed each and every second. I am so dark now but this is for the sake of ii4 :) I will treasure and always remember this day :D Haha. Next family day ule :D LOVEYOU!:D Hmm. I went home early. I think at around 5:30pm. I don't want to watch the concert. I am not feeling well na e. Anyway, I should thank Tiff for giving me a ride back home. Hmm. What else can I say? Uhh.. Our co-Adviser was supporting ii2 these past few days then earlier this morning, He was with us naman. Amp. Balingbing!: Hahaha. Be true Sir!:D Haha. Anyway, you look hot Sir :D Hahaha. Hmm. I'll post a better entry tomorrow ;) I'm not really feeling well :( Take care guys!:)

ONE for all, all FOUR one!
TWOGETHERFOUREVER ♥
ILOVEYOU!:D

Ja

This is my SEVENTEENTH Post :"">

Haha. Nothing's wrong with 17 :D It's just that, for me, it's a cute number :DD Haha. And, duh, its Chris Tiu's jersey number :""> So who the hell says it isn't cute?: Well, read between the lines! :)) Haha. Kk. We had our practice today so we don't have much assignments to do except that we must gain energy for another practice tomorrow : Uh, my legs hurt : Hmm. So on the 25th it'll be our FamDay : AND our teachers gave us only ONE WEEK to FINISH and POLISH our dance steps : Oh c'mon, who would polish a 3 to 4 minute dance in one week together with a 50 students?! See, they really wanted us to craaam : Damn, but I hope these days before our FamDay, we would finish and polish a bit our steps. Well, its a fair fight 'cause the whole student body is concerned. We all lack time but as I've seen the dance of ii3, it was amazing \:D/ Nice work ii3! And ofcourse, I find our steps amazing too :) Especially the part where we used to move our shoulders up and down while holding our 'bilaos' near our chest :D Haha. Looooove that part :) Haha. I always smile during that part. And some sections who have seen our steps said that, that part was cool too ;;) Yeeey :D Haha. Hmm. Okay, I must do our Pinoy assignment 'cause its getting late na even though I'm not feeling the guts to do it :)) Haha. Take Care!:)

Ja

I just want to grow old with you, Buddy :(

Okay, yesterday, I went to my friend's Despedida party. I'll miss her so much :( Hmm. So that evening, we had so much fun that we didn't notice the time any more. As a matter of fact, I went home at 11:30pm. Hmm. It was fine with my Mom 'cause I explained that Kyla is one of my dearest friend that surely I'll miss so much and I'll treasure too. So, when I got home, I immediately took a bath and texted my friends if they're still awake. So I think 3 of them were. So there, I fell asleep when I was waiting for Suy's reply. Haha. Sorry Suy :)) Hmm. 9 o'clock in the morning, my Sister was bothering my sleep and kept on saying " Uy, patay na si Sleepy. Kanina pa 'di gumagalaw e." Hmm. Sleepy is our dog. She has been with us since I was 5. So, as of 2008, she is 70 y/o 'cause in a dog's life, our 1 year is equivalent to 7 years to them. That's why she is 70 now. I was shocked when I heard that. At first, I didn't believe my Sister 'cause usually, she's saying things that would just wake me up because if there's no classes, I always wake up at 12noon. But because of my deep concern for Sleepy, I hurriedly got up and went to where she is. And when I saw her, she's not moving at all and her eyes were still open but no matter how I touch her head, she doesn't blink. So my eyes began to be filled up with tears. But at first I really don't want to cry 'cause my Sister's looking at me. But when I held Sleepy's hand, it was so cold; I didn't know what to do then that my eyes began to cry. I shouted for my Mom and asked her what did they fed her. My mouth kept on saying "Sleepy, wake up. Sleepy! Sleepy!" I felt that I've lost a friend, a very very loyal friend. You know what, I remember that times when I used to talk to Sleepy whenever I have problems. And during those times, she kept on smiling at me and she lies down on my feet. She's so sweet that I think she can sense whenever you're sad. She's more than a dog for me. I never thought this is her day. I always hug her at times whenever I'm at home alone. I feed her every summer and weekends. I give her a bath twice a month. Supposedly, I'm going to give her a bath today but I guess I'm too late that God said He'll give Sleepy a bath in heaven. I was crying for an hour. When our carpenter arrived, he asked me why am I crying. I couldn't answer because up to now I can't believe she's gone. My mom talked to our carpenter and asked him if he can bury Sleepy into our backyard. I heard their conversation, so I interrupted that "Wag muna ngayon, gusto ko pa sya makita." My Kuya got up from bed 'cause he can sense my crying. He went where I was and asked me what happened. I said, "Hindi na gumagalaw si Sleepy. Diba tulog lang sya? Magigising din sya." I looked at my brother's eyes and I noticed that he's teary eyed too. He went to the Sala where my Mom was and my mom said "Masigla pa sya kagabi. Nakikipaglaro pa nga e. BJ, pwede mo ba syang ilibing?" My Kuya responded "Ayoko Ma, di ko kayang makita kaya nga ako pumasok e. Sa lahat ng aso natin, iba yan. Di ko kayang ilibing yan nang ganyanan." When I heard Kuya's words, I was totally speechless and I cried even more. So after 30minutes. My mom decided to bury Sleepy 'cause I won't stop crying. So our carpenter dig some space in our backyard. I said to him "Mang Jun, laliman mo ng konti a?" So he did. And when he carried Sleepy, we noticed her private organ bleeding, we were shocked. And we also noticed her tummy got big and hard. So our carpenter guessed that she's pregnant; the puppies died first inside her tummy that causes to spoil her body. Up to now, I can't still believe she's gone now. At 12noon a while ago, it’s time for me to feed our dogs. We have 2 dogs, but now Sleepy’s gone, we only have one. But we do still have the “plate” where Sleepy used to eat. So when I grabbed those “plates”, tears fell down from my eyes because I couldn’t help miss Sleepy. I can’t imagine how it’ll be without her: a friend, a dog, a sister, a buddy, a shoulder to lean on, a bear to hug, a pet to feed, a mom to bark and save you from enemies, a playmate to place a smile in your face, a partner to complete your life, a clown during New year, a child to be cleaned up, an everything that means to me A LOT. She had been with me for a long time. I’m her closest friend in our house. I couldn’t go to a party later on because I can’t paint a smile on my face. I can’t fake my smiles because I’ve lost someone. I don’t even know how to start my day tomorrow. My only wish for this day and forever that she’ll be on heaven safe and sound and she’ll continue to be with me throughout my life just beside me to give me strength and be always a shoulder to have and a bear to hug. I’ll miss you a lot Sleepy! You know you’re more than a dog to me :) I LOVE YOU. See you some day! I want you to be the first one to welcome me in heaven. I love you, my bear! Take care wherever you are. I'll miss your smell and your bark at night! Eat well, ha? Stay fat:) Keep those fur soft and clean always. Be with me in my dreams. I love you so much :(

I know its unusual to cry for a dog. But I've told you, I never did consider her as a dog. She's part of our family :) Just think about if you were on my shoes. Oh well, I can't help but cry while typing this entry. I'm already missing her. I want to hug her :(

Ja

Not yet done :|

Okay, so I'm not yet done with our costume, or should I say, My Sister's not yet done with my costume :)) Haha. I told her to do it for me 'cause its already her Sembreak. She got nothing to do :)) So instead of eating and eating, why not do something better?:)) Haha. For the sake of others :)) Haha. K. Hmm. Anyway, we've received our test results except for TLE and English 'cause we haven't met our teacher there yet. Hmm. Well, I PASSED THE MATH EXAM :""> \:D/ That is an achievement, yo!:)) Haha. Out of 77, I got 53 :"> Uy, for me its somewhat a high score na :)) Haha. Compared to my first quarter result :)) haha. K :)) But I'm not satisfied with my Soc Sci result : Darn, Soc Sci is one of my favorite subject so I guess a 75 of 114 is a not-so-good score :( Right? Hmm. I'm aiming for a higher one. I want a line of 9 or 8 :( Hmm. Anyway, I didn't finish reviewing all the lessons intended for our Soc Sci exam 'cause I was already sleepy. So, as a result.. :( Hmm. I'll just do better next time :D Hihi. Hmm. So what else can I say? Uh, this day has been a somewhay busy day for me. I helped my seatmate Adi on her summary of scores for Biology. Her notes are not-that-well-arranged :D So I had a difficult time determining for what seatwork or homework number it is. E, we had shortened periods today because of the Mass so I was already cramming 'cause our teacher said that we need to complete our Activity sheet for Mitosis today and we have to submit it today also. Adi and I finished evaluating her summary of scores 10 minutes before the bell. Uh, no more time for answering the questions. So I did my best to give the shortest but meaningful possible answer to those questions given on the sheet. On the last 5 minutes, I've finished the 3 questions but I don't have yet my generalization: So I don't know what to do already. And our teacher was already collecting the sheets that time. When she announced that we may still submit later on dismissal, I was delighted but before our next teacher came inside, I've finished my sheet alreay \:D/ So during dismissal, I went to the Faculty Room to submit my sheet with Tiff. We waited for Mrs.Tilaon there but no shadow of hers appeared : So I was getting a little bit of pissed off na kasi our band will be having our practice pa. I might be left by my Tito because of being late going to gate 3. So I've decided to pass it tomorrow and ACCEPT the fact the I will have a minus 4 for being LATE in submission : Uh. Dammit : I hate minuses :( For me, every point counts.

Ja

So What?

"So so what?

I'm still a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool

So so what?

I am a rock star

I got my rock moves

And i don't want you tonight"

- So What (Pink)

Yesterday, it was the VMA night :""> Kobe Bryant and Michael Phelps was theeere!:) Haha. Sheez, Britney's back in shape :D She looks like a Barbie Doll. Well, she's pretty ever since :) && Christina Aguilera ;) Hmm. There, so.. Pink had a performance. And it was pretty cool. I loved the song ;) So it got me LSS :)) Haha. Hmm. Anyway, I can't finish my costume for Family Day. No one's replying to my messages : I'm asking if the 5inch side is the yellow or blue one : So that's why I can't start yet. They should have included the colors intended for each sides. I'm getting confused e :)) Haha. Pfft, then we're ALL have to pass it on Tuesday : Darn, can't you guys give us a BREAAAK?! :)) Haha.

Take Care ;) And somebody please answer my question : :))

Ja

Its over, Bebe!

Haha. Our exams are over :""""> And I love it :) Hmm. Bio exam is HELL. Ugh, its a 12page exam : Dammit. I dunno the answer to some of the questions. Or maybe most of it. Haha. Hell, photosynthesis and respiration makes me cry:)) Haha. Its like the most difficult part that I've encountered on exams all my liife :)) haha. Its the first time that I've felt the feeling of having no idea to that certain question that you just wanted to cry and you wanted to burst up saying "I give up!" Haha. I think I'm gonna fail anyway. C'mon its 165 items. Hell, tell me how to survive that. Haha. If you would survive that, I'd praise youu!:)) Haha. Hmm. Algebra exam. Hmm. Its easier than I thought it was difficult :)) Neh, I mean, its much easier than the past exam. Maybe because I did study :""> haha. Yeah, I did. Haha. Hmm. English was a very long exam. It took me an hour or more than to finish it. Damn the selection part : I hate reading very long stories that are not interesting. Anyway, I've read the story naman. And its a five long page story. I read it for like 10 minutes cause I was already rushing. I dunno what to do that time. haha. Cause I think I'm so slow in answering that most of my classmates were already done and they were already combing their hair and etc. So I thought I was the only one left :)) Haha. But I was very wrong ;)) Haha. Theeere. Tomorrow's a NO CLASSES day for us Theresian! OHYEAH :) Haha. Its the feast day of Mo. Marie Louise De Meester. And on Monday, we have NO CLASSES too :"""> Its a four day vacation ;;) But a very busy one too : Tomorrow, we have to go to my Lola's place cause its my cousin's first birthday. Yay, family reunion. So it would take us a very long time there. Hmm. The next day, I'd be having our band practice : A long day too. Too much things to polish : Hmm. And on Sunday, I'd accompany my sister to La Naval 'cause I want to see the playeeers:""> The Knights :"> Waa :"> haha. Guevarra :""""> K. :)) Hmm. And on Monday, I'll be going to Tetz's place. We'll be having our practice for Speech. Ugh, very tiring right? And oh, I forgot, We also would have to present our costumes for Family Day on Tuesday. Hmm. So tell me, when's that perfect time to do this costume?! I soo occupied : K. And the costume needs to be hand-sewn. Oh, c'mon! Stop giving to much burdens!:/ It kills, you know!:)) Haha. Okay, need to take my rest now 'cause tomorrow's gonna be the start of another hell week : Take Care ;;)

Ja

I'm still not in the mood yet to study :|

Ugh, I'm trying to get in the mood. But Multiply and Friendster's really a temptation :)) Haha. Anyway, I've finished my Relfection paper na naman e ;;) I'm just not yet done with the Experiment :D Crap, I don't know how to do it e :)) Haha. Anyway, I've uploaded the Bonfire pictures and our Outbound too. Comments are appreciated. Here's my page: http://www.o5janine.multiply.com

Its for my contacts only e. So you better add me up ;;) Haha. Hmm. What else can I say? Haha. Damn, I'm getting more bangag and bangag!:)) I don't want to study yet : ARRGGH.

Ja

HELL WEEK :|

Damn, its our exam week again : And I hate it. Who loves it, anyway?:)) Haha. I'm so not in the mood to study yet : And our first day of exam will be on Tuesday. Arggh. We have 3 exams on that day : And I think I've read the 2 chapters for our Religion exam, but I didn't understand any :)) Haha. I hope it'll be suspended on that day. Haha. My mind's not prepared too. Its like my mind's cooperating with me :)) Haha. My mind wants to sleep paaa :DD But my conscience wants me to study na : Pfft. Boo!:)) Haha. Anyway, I'll just upload our outbound pics and Bonfire pics :"> :"> Haha. Take care :D

Ja

BONFIRE.

Yeah. Just right after our outbound, I texted my Mom and told her to accompany me to the Bonfire together with my Sister. I thought it was going to be an exciting experience. The mud spoiled the bonfire : It was very muddy all over the place because it rained at around 4pm. Ugh, and you have to line up in a VERY long line just to get the players' autograph and to have pictures with them. I didn't line up for that: Because it was in the field and I'm wearing slippers : I don't want to go home with a pair of worn out slippers :( The mud was sticky that when you step on it, its like glued on to your feet that you could hardly move. But it just came out that my Sister's friend volunteered to line up and gave us an autographed bannerrrrr :"> I shall love her, whoever she is :D After that, I told my Mom to go home na, I'm so tired and sleepy na that time so I got home early. But not so happy : I really wanted to have pictures with the players :( Hmm. Parokya Ni Edgar, Migs Escueta, Chicosci and some other bands were there too. Chito says he loves Chris :"> :)) haha. Same heeere!:DD haha. Hmm. I was at the back part of the tent where the players were. I saw Jobe Nkemakolam's family and girlfriend!:)) Haha. I also saw Nonoy Baclao's girlfriend :)) And I have a solo pic of Chris Tiu smiling at mee :"> :"> :"> :"> ILOVETIU :"> Haha. The mud was just the problem : Oh, c'mon, I wore a pair of Blue skinny jeans and orange top because I thought it was going to be fun: I hate mud: It was also the reason why I slipped 2-3 times in our outbound : :)) haha. Kanis : Hmm. I also saw Wesley Gonzales:">, JC Intal, Doug Kramer and Rich Alvarez! :)) Haha.

Okay, I've got so many more stuffs to say. Time aren't just enough :)) Hahaha. 'til my next post!:D Bye.

Ja :)

A Not-so-exciting Trip to Mt. Makiling :|

There, yesterday we had our Educational Outbound Trip to Laguna, specifically Mt. Makiling. It was kinda boring. Last year's outbound was better ;) This year was a very very tiring trip. We hiked the foot of the mountain and it was very MUDDY and SLIPPERY : damn :)) Haha. And our facilitators didn't allowed us to go swimming at the resort where we changed clothes : madayaa! We are all excited pa naman : Pfft. So there, I slipped I think 2-3 times because of the mud. And I hate it. My butt hurts still at this very moment :)) Haha. And there was a time that we thought we were lost because the one that we're following disappeared(?) because we were too slow to walk cause we are laughing and joking :)) haha. I woke up at aroung 4am just to go to school at aroung 5 :)) TAE, I went there at around 5am and we started to travel at 6am! C'mon!:)) Haha. Poor me :)) anyway, I didn'y have much time to sleep in the bus because we are noisy :)) And Chris Tiu gave me energy for that day :)) haha. He has a billboard for Hanford which we all saw :"> He's so hot there! Including Simong Atkins :"> Waa. I tried to have a photo of it but the bus was too fast that every shot I take were blurred : Ugh, sayang. So there, I was on the back part of the bus and the joke time is sooo funny :)) Haha. But the ghost stories, it's so not my type :)) Hate it : :)) That's why for the whole time they were talking about it, I'm just texting and pretend that I'm not listening :)) Haha. Anyway, don't have anymore stuffs to say. Haha. Bye :D

Ja

It's our OUTBOUND tomorow \:D/

I really don't know if I'm excited about that or what :)) Haha. Because tomorrow's the same day of BONFIRE!:"> AND I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO :(( Ugh, I hate when this happens :( I want to see Chris :"> But first things first, I should INSIST my Brother to accompany me to Ateneo :"> Woo, I hope he'll do :( Damn, I hope he knows how Bonfire means to me!:"> And its Chris Tiu's last yeeeear!:( My Mom allowed me to go to Ateneo after our outbound but my only problem is my Brother. He's a bratt more than I am :)) Haha. Seriously, that's the thing that I should ALWAYS remember in mind :)) Or else, I don't want to end up crying :)) Haha. Theeere, I hope he understands :)) Hahaha. I'm more excited about this Bonfire than our Outbound :)) Haha. I would even sacrifice this Outbound just to go to that Bonfire :)) Haha. But because of the fact that I PAID for it, SO I must come :)) Damn it :)) I shouldn't have paid for it :)) haha. Kiddin' :)) Oh well, My Mom's arguing with me again that I need to fix the things that I will bring tomorrow :D Haha. Take Care Guys!:D ONE BIG FIGHT :"> Pray for us to have a safe trip and for me to go to that Bonfiiiire!:"> :"> :">

I just want to post about this :))

On mythical five, it was Chris Tiu and Rabeh Al-Hussaini of the Ateneo Blue Eagles, Rico Maierhofer and Jvee Casio of De La Salle Green Archers and Jervy Cruz of UST Growling tigers :) Rabeh is this year's MVP :) And Chris Tiu is the year's Maaasahan Player of the Year or Champ of the year? Not sure :)) Ryan Buenafe is the Rookie of the Year :D Fuuun :D I forgot the Juniors Division Mythical Five :)) Basta may Ateneo at La Salle dun :)) Hahahaha. Hmm. Yesterday, I've watched on screen the Game2 for the Juniors Division. It was Ateneo Blue Eaglets and Far Eastern University Fern Baby Tamaraws :D Keifer Ravena is soooo GOOD :) Hahaha. Jersey number 15 from the Eaglets :D GOOOOOD :"> And there, it was shown on tv that some Eagles were there too. Like Chris Tiu, Jobe Nkemakolam, Rabeh Al-hussaini, Coach Norman Black, Wesley Gonzales, Jai Reyes with Klaire Yapyuco-Reyes together with their baby :"> Haha. Cute Baby :) Some former Tamaraws were there too :) Hmm. Before the game it was FEU Lady Tamaraws vs UP Lady Maroons :D Lady Tamaraws won :D Congratulations!:) You guys made a great play :D Including the Juniors!:) Ateneo will have a double celebration for this :"> Haha. I think it'll be on Tuesday. Yaay, on Tuesday it'll be our Outbound ;( I hope I can come :( Haha. I want to see Chris :"> Haha.

I'll continue this post later :DD Haha. Mom-attack :)) Bye :) Care you guys!:)

Ja

EAGLES WON :">

YES, BOTH JUNIOR AND SENIOR BLUE EAGLES WON :D Ugh, my post is kinda late already but I'm always updated when it comes to them :"> Haha. Love iiiit :) Hmm. I've watched Game2 LIVE in Araneta :"> Waa :"> Can't believe it. When it was on the last seconds, I was already shouting and jumping :)) My phone slipped on my hand and rolled on the floor and I didn't even noticed that :)) Haha. I just noticed it when I remember I was texting Suy that time so I looked for it on the floor. And when I got it na, I sneaked in to Upper B to A and to Lower Box then I went downstairs and went to the courtside :"> :"> See, that's Janine when she's bangag :)) No one can stop her :)) Haha. So there, I saw former eagles like Wesley Gonzales, Rich Alvarez and so on :)) Haha. It was an 11point-lead :"> Waaaa. And I heard some issues that Ateneo paid the referee so my La Salle friends kept on irratating me about that :)) But who cares? Didn't they see, on the first quarter La Salle had many fouls on Ateneo but referees didn't call that fouls. So, with that, can you still say that Ateneo paid those referees? Ugh, and that Maierhofer thing. The one that was said to be that he pointed a bad-finger on Nonoy Baclao? HELLO, it was magnified on TV. But whether it is or not the middle finger, technical fouls are given just 1freethrow. AND yes, Baclao was given a 1point-freethrow but too bad it didn't get into the ring. So, happy now? There's no point given on that. And if you think there's more fouls that the referee didn't noticed, think about this, IT IS AN ELEVEN POINT LEAD. Okay? And Referees didn't call on some fouls from La Salle on Ateneo. So it's just fair. And who the hell is popping the issue about the referees getting paid by Ateneo? HAHA. I'll believe you if you're one of those referees. AND if there were PROOFS. AND DID YOU KNOW THAT EVERY CHAMPIONSHIP GAME, THAT IS THE SAME OLD STORY WHEN YOUR TEAM LOSSES? Haha. So, get over it :D I told you I'm on both sides but I'm more of an Ateneo fan. And I love both teams and I hope they have accepted both their conditions right now :) And to those La Salle fans who STILL want to argue, here's a thing, you guys won the championship already LAST YEAR. Don't be so greed :)) Hahaha. And why blame if Ateneo Blue Eagles worked hard for it? :))) It is a well-deserved :)) A BIG CONGRATULATIONS TO THE ATENEO BLUE EAGLES AND EAGLETS :D I hope I can go on Tuesday :(

ONE BIG FIGHT! :)

Ja

ATENEO WON ;)

Yes, I know the game was yesterday and my post is kinda late already :)) Haha. My sister used the computer all day long yesterday so I didn't have the time to post this :)) Haha. Anyway, I also didn't get tickets yesterday. And I argued with my Mom : Because I woke up at around 6am just to see if I can get some tickets on the ticket booth around Araneta and my Mom refused to go at that time. She said we'll be there after lunch. So I argued her :)) Haha. Such a braaatt :)) So then after lunch, I knew we wouldn't have tickets anymore:( Jusko, Ateneo vs La Salle ba naman e!:)) Ta's finals pa :)) So when my Mom asked me if we'll still go, I just said 'Bakit pa kung wala naman tayong maabutan. Kanina pa kasi e:(' And I was already crying that time :)) Haha. YES, that's how much I love ATENEO :"> So there, I've watched it on screen.. Ateneo won ;) Can't believe it 31 shots from Rabeh Al-Hussaini!:O Hahaha. Well, you know, its the Ateneo way ;) :)) Haha. Ateneo deserved all that! And Thursday's game, I bet Ateneo will win AGAIN ;) Haha. So I need some TICKETS! PLEASE!:D I'm begging you! I'm so desperate to come :D Its Chris Tiu's last yeaaaar! I don't wanna waste time :( :))) Hahaha. There.. Soo, Baclao made a good play too. Or should I say GREAT blocks ;) Hahaha. Grabe, he is sooooooo DAMN good in blocking that shot :)) Hahaha. Especially during that Maierhofer shot!:)) Hahaha. If you've seen Rico's eyes, he is thirsty for that shot and he thought it'll really be a 2point for La Salle; but all of a sudden, Baclao made it the other way around :)) Haha. Supalpal!:)) Haha. All Ateneo fans were all cheering :DD Including me!:D Even if it's just on screen :( Haha. Too much of the drama ;) The important thing is, ATENEO WON :D And they'll be winning again this coming Thursday :D WAIT, I almost forgot, Chris Tiu made only 2 points for the entire game :( What happened? Is he not feeling well or something? And he had 3 fouls too. Oh, I hope he'll be the player of the game on Thursday :D I'll pray for thaaat :D God Bless ATENEO :D JAI REYES :"> and Ryan Buenafe made a good play too. Those 3point-shots from Jai were all AMAZING :D especially with Ryan's assist ;) Haha. I have this feeling that he'll be the Rookie of the Year ;) Damn, he's soo gooood! Hmm. For those pro-La Salle out there, I hope you'd understand. C'mon its your year last year! And this year, it'll be BLUE ;) GO ATENEO, ONE BIG FIGHT :"> God Bless ATENEO :"> and ME to have tickets :D PLEASE?:D

Can't make this post any longer even if I still have many things to saaay :)) I just got home and I've been scolded by my Mom already :)) God Bless!:)

Ja

Why do POSERS exist?

I'd rather do some posts than think of ways to have a ticket. Haha. It depresses me :)) Hmm. There, I was searching for the REAL Chris Tiu on Friendster. And when you type his name on the 'User Search' box, many will appear. Most of them are NOT really Chris or rather ALL of them. And I viewed each and every one of them ;) Yup, that's how much I love Tiu :"> C'mon, why do you need to pretend to be someone you're not? Tss. Your grammar proves that you're not really Chris. Remember, he is intelligent and I believe that he doesn't type tHiz wEy, Okay? It's so below the line. I mean, can't you poops be yourself? You're just ruining other's reputation. They strived for that. Do something for yourself, not be someone you're not, okay? It's just irritating. Ugh, Posers suck! Anyway, if you're one of those, think about it. Being a poser doesn't bring any good to you. If that's the only way you think you can show your support to him, I think the best way is to be someone who you really are. But anyway, thanks for making Chris Tiu popular! Haha. Some how, it makes advantages also :))

If you know Chris Tiu's REAL Friendster account, inform me :D I'm a huge faaan :"> One Big Fight!:)

Ja

Still Hoping..

Here I am, hoping for tickets again :( :)) Haha. Yes, the game's tomorrow already and still, I don't have any tix : And damn this colds:)) I can't get rid this off. Grr :)) I was hopeful when Ate Cara texted my Sister that she has two tickets, upper A :"> And when I asked the price, she said it was like 1600php! Damn it! Its too expensive so I hoped for some low prices and asked Ate Cara to reserve it for us. I made GroupMessages asking for tickets with lower prices. But too bad, they're hoping for one too. So in short, we're all in the same condition :)) Haha. Poor us :)) So then, I finally made up my mind. Yes, I'll pay 1600php for an Upper A ticket:D But when I texted Ate Cara that I would buy it. She said someone had bought it already. After that, I was like soooo hopeless that I think this is the end of the world (corny!:))). You know the feeling that you had it already but it suddenly fell off your hand? Ugh, Stupiiid!:)) Haha. For quite some time, my Mom asked me 'Bakit ka ganyan? Ano bang nangyari?' I answered 'kasi di na tayo makakapunta. Wala na tayong pag asa, can't you see? Its Chris Tiu's last year na, tas we're not going:(' So there, here goes the drama queen again :)) Haha. After a while, my Mom told me that tomorrow, on the game's day, we're going to check for tickets on the booth. Because Ate Cara said that they'll open for some tickets paaa :DD Haha. I hope so. I want to witness the awarding :"> I don't like seeing it on screen! I want to be part of that event!:"> Haha. I'm such a bratt :)) But PLEASE Lord, make tomorrow a miracle :"> :D ILY:) One Big Fight! I know BLUE is the year's color :"> TakeCare People-eey! Support Ateneo!:)

Ja

This is why I'm H O T :))

Yeah. I'm so hot today :)) Haha. Didn't attend classes : Haha. I have fever e, that's why I'm hot :)) Hahaha. Darn, we have Long Quiz in Bio today :( I studied pa naman yesterday :( Ugh, hate this fever : *sniff, sniff

Anyway, we went to Letran :D Haha. Because my sister has her so called 'pilgrimage' today :DD Haha. And my Mom and I accompanied her to Letran. Yup, my sister's in Letran ;) Arriba Letranista!:D Haha. So there, she'll be home at 11pm yata, I guess? Haha. Not sure. And on Friday I'm going to have my Outbound:D We're going to Mt.Makiling:D I'm so excited:) We're going to be at the back part of the bus:D Hahaha. It is so fuuun there! No rules!:)) Haha. And you're with your friends pa!:DD Happy Happy :>

Hmm. I want to watch on Sunday :( UAAP'71 finaaaals!:DD One Big Fiiight!:) But, I think there's no ticket anymore:( And if there is, it's to expensive. Imagine, Upper B seat for 500PHP! :O Expensive right? Ghaaad : Anyway, its Ateneo vs La Salle again :D I was in Araneta during there last game where ATENEO won :DD I think it was September 6? Hmm. Not sure. But this Sunday is different:( I want to watch it:( I'll call ticket-net later and see if there's still some ticket. And no matter what seat it is, I'll buy iiiit:DD Haha. All for Ateneo!:D Haha. Except if it is GenAd naaa!:)) Haha. I'd rather watch it on TV :)) Hahaha. But PLEASE, if you know anyone who has some extra tickets, inform mee:D PLEASE? And I shall love youu!:D Hahaha.

Heeey :D

Heey, Guys :D Its me Jaaa :) I'm no newbie;) I deleted my first account because I think its so lame and so NOT updated anymore. And its kinda emo which I do not prefer :)) I mean, I'm a simple person: creating mistakes but knows herself very much. I'm moody so I want to share it with you. I want to share my imperfections and ups and downs ;) And sometimes, I kinda post things that just pop out of my mind. Its like from nowhere :)) Haha. Don't care much 'bout that:D This blog is for you to read and I care less about you giving my posts some comments;) But if you would do, it is much appreciated:"> My purpose is to have something to write on and to share with. Because I do not prefer diaries :-& Its so like YEARS ago :)) I mean, 'Blog' is the new thing yo!:)) Hmm? I have a multiply account :D It is where I share my vanity :)) :"> :)) Haha. Care? I'm vaiiin ;) Haha. So, I love rainbows:"> It relaxes me. Its like there so many things you can find in the colors of the rainbows but there is only one thing you're thinking of. Haha. Labo?:)) Haha. Basta yun, I understand what I'm trying to say but I can't just interpret it :)) Haha. Weirdoo!:))

I hate judgemental poops :)) They think they're perfect? Tss. Put a sock on it, dude! :)) Know yourself first before judging anyone. I mean, no one's perfect :) And I'm proud of my IMPERFECTION :D It makes me unique :) And if you think you're so imperfect that you are below the line already, just think about this: What is the purpose of having the word 'improve' in the dictionary? Haha. Making sense heree;) Hmm. I guess this is the end of my first post for my new blog ;D So many things to do : Homeworks are curses :

Ja