Lazy me :>

I dunno why. But, I'm feeling all lazy all day. And it sucks a bit but I do also appreciate it :)) Haha. Well, you know what? I'm getting fatter :| And that, I hate. Boohoo :( Tell me how to control this gluttony :(( Haha. K. Too much of the drama. Haha. Well, I really wanted to loose weight. But whatever I do: lessen my rice intake, eat rice once-a-day, avoid sweets, do sports; it still doesn't work! So I thought its just a waste of time. Haha. But one thing I figured out of myself is that I get fat easily. If I would eat 2 cups of rice, surely, my weight will increase a lot. I really don't get it. But I think it has something to do with my metabolism. Its too lazy too. If I really want to loose weight, then I would have to stop eating all day just to get my desired weight :)) But that's a craaze!:)) Haha. I can't survive 8 hours without eating any. See how much of a glutton I am?:)) haha. But see, if you have nice suggestions, please do. I would really love to hear from you. And and, you know what? I even tried herbal medicines(which my parents doesn't know about this :)) so better keep mouth shut :))). But it just made me wanna eat more :)) Haha. I lose weight during our Dance Production and all the weight that I lose had double this time. I even don't know if my school uniform still fits on me. I kept on saying to myself that "I would not eat tomorrow nor the next day." But when I woke up, first thing that I would do is to eat. DAMN IT. Fix me, would you?:)) Haha.