'Cause I had a bad day :|

Tell me how to get rid of my life, would you? Please? I'm sick of my everyday life. I wanted to be listen to but I guess they didn't even recognize that. This isn't about love or something. Its my family again :| I'm tired of them :( I'm tired of them approaching me for stupid reasons. I think if I would be a deaf then I could understand it better. Well, unluckily, I'm not. Woo, looks like I'm turning emoo :| Yuck. Honestly, I'm not one of those people who would kill themselves just for what, let's say, love? Or whatever it is. Hmm. I just want to get rid of this. I mean, 2008 is about to end and I want to start my 2009, happy. But they're giving me a reason to frown all-year-long. And I hate it. I know I'm malabo. But I do really need someone to understand me. Even my Mom doesn't understand me and I don't even have an idea if she could see or feel what I'm feeling right now. I don't know if this is just a mood swing or something. I mean, my problem is just that I really need someone to listen to me. Whenever I share something or talk to them, they would just tell me that I'm wrong so I'd better shut up or worse, they would pretend they din't hear something :( OUCH :( I know I'm the youngest in this family, but I do still think and have feelings. Whenever I want to start a family talk, they would all just turn it into a business talk. I know, I don't know anything about business but I think I could understand their problem so why not suggest, right? I just don't know why they're rejecting my suggestions. I'm trying to suggest the best suggestion that I could suggest. And I'm trying to be a nice member of my family. But, suddenly, they don't even recognize that. They would always say I'm maldita, hard-headed or spoiled bratt whenever I feel bad about something that I begin to tantraum. I can't see any more reasons to give patience on this family. From now on, I would be maldita na. Maybe, on that as my side, they would understand :(