Hello, 2009!

I know its late, but let me greet you a Happy New Year!:D Haha. This is my first post for 2009 :> I'm feeling lazy and restless this past few days or maybe months? So this is just my first time to open my blogspot again \:D/ Anyway, have you heard of Don Stewart? The so-called apostle? Well, I''ve been watching his tv show lately, and I just realized what a wonder he's doing to cure people and give hope to them. So I tried to text the number flashed on the tv screen :) Haha. Cause my family has been experiencing problems for 3 years so I want to get the smiles back on their faces now :) And especially that there's another problem that we just received from an ex-business partner of my Dad. We have to pay 11 million pesos :( Or else.. I don't know. I'm all stressed out from these problems. I'm sick of staying at home and knowing that there's just too many things needed to be accomplished yet no one wanted to, because even a single person can't do it. I'm trying to hide these problems with a smile everytime I wanted to escape :( But this time, I can't take it any more. I sick of seeing my Dad having his Blood Pressure increase because of hearing this problem. And my Mom, I don't want to see her staring on a single corner and you could picture how deep her thought is. I don't want problems any more :( We couldn't pay this 11 million pesos :( I don't know how to fix things out especially that I'm the youngest. The only thing that keeps me going on everyday are God and my family and the people around me. But for myself, I don't think there still much more for myself :( I gave it all to my family :(

Anyway, I wrote a letter to Don Stewart hoping for something to happen :) But this doesn't mean of praising him. The only man I praise is the immortal one ;) I just sent him a letter because I was amazed how he could fix people's lives :) I just want to be one of those people :> So, God, please give me the right decisions and directions where to start fixing things :) Have a blissful year, Guys!:D

Ja